.::dari kiri:kak ida,kak yen,kak tiey,adha,clah,kakya,me,maria::.++wedding photoshoot @waterfalls++
Semalam g jamuan hari raya company..kt Lakeside Activity Area...taman botani,putrajaya...1st time join jamuan nie..next year xthula kt mne lak...mm..taman ape la plak..best...menikmati hidangan ditepi tasek...huhuhu...pegi lam kul 3 lebih..ramai..xthula yg mne customer company nie n yg mne staffnye....bknnye kenal sgt...bru dekat setahun jagung kt enc nie...hehehe...tgh asyik menikmati hidangan,terpandg la pasangan dengan gaun pengantin tgh shoot....waaa....teruja aku..huhu...mate xlepas pndg....bkn main agi diorg shoot...waa....sje nak bg aku jls nie..hehehe..ble nak tiba time aku lak niee.....huhuhu..calon pun xde lagi...cmne nie..warghhh...tp ble tiba time aku, nak buat kt waterfalls...um..ok x?..lagi best....huhu..ade spe2 yg punya angan2 cam aku nie..ee..jom2 kita g shoot...blakon sudaaa.....mnela thu nnt ade jodoh betul2..nnt bolehla shoot 2nd time kt tmpt lain plak..pantai ke..tasik ke..telaga ke..hahahaha...nnt kantoi ngan mak..."ble mse lak anak aku kawen nie".....sudah.....
.::dari kiri:kak ida,kak yen,kak tiey,adha,clah,kakya,me,maria::.
.::dari kiri:kak ida,kak yen,kak tiey,adha,clah,kakya,me,maria::.
you make it so......
even in the little time we have known one another....
...i cant help but care for you...
your heart your soul and all those crazy things you do..but after that it gets so comlicated...
you make it so hard for me to even try..you dont see it from my point of view...
we are so far apart and i'm so young..i dont wanna hear you say that you know me...that i should be always doing what you say..cause im trying to get through today..and there's one thing i know..i dont wanna think about you...it's not that i dont want to think about you..just that i cant while we are how we are..and its not the way you want me to..maybe one day,but i cant lead you on...the things you say...they get to me..you make me feel so guilty...and over what?
i hate the way i still care about you..i know you have been through so much....and im here for you...just stop pushing me away and then wanting me back....there arent many people who can make me cry...crying is the same in every language...you think you have got me all figured out.....but in reality you have no clue...things were so much easier...back in the start...you think you know but really you have no idea..
you seem to forget...who and what i am...all our conversations are forgotten..and arguments take their place..im just a girl what more do you want?
i just want thing back the way they we're...when i smiled to see your name...
back when we had a laugh.....and i hated it when you we're gone..
we hardly talk anymore....and it kills me to lose you like this...i know you find it hard to believe...
...but i would be lost without you...talk to me...i do really need you...
it may not be love..but does that really matter?
hope....
you mean the world to me...
...i hope this helps you understand....
one word frees us of all the weight and pain of life..that word is LOVE...
closing my eyes i count to ten..life was easier when we are just friends
...i cant help but care for you...
your heart your soul and all those crazy things you do..but after that it gets so comlicated...
you make it so hard for me to even try..you dont see it from my point of view...
we are so far apart and i'm so young..i dont wanna hear you say that you know me...that i should be always doing what you say..cause im trying to get through today..and there's one thing i know..i dont wanna think about you...it's not that i dont want to think about you..just that i cant while we are how we are..and its not the way you want me to..maybe one day,but i cant lead you on...the things you say...they get to me..you make me feel so guilty...and over what?
i hate the way i still care about you..i know you have been through so much....and im here for you...just stop pushing me away and then wanting me back....there arent many people who can make me cry...crying is the same in every language...you think you have got me all figured out.....but in reality you have no clue...things were so much easier...back in the start...you think you know but really you have no idea..
you seem to forget...who and what i am...all our conversations are forgotten..and arguments take their place..im just a girl what more do you want?
i just want thing back the way they we're...when i smiled to see your name...
back when we had a laugh.....and i hated it when you we're gone..
we hardly talk anymore....and it kills me to lose you like this...i know you find it hard to believe...
...but i would be lost without you...talk to me...i do really need you...
it may not be love..but does that really matter?
hope....
you mean the world to me...
...i hope this helps you understand....
one word frees us of all the weight and pain of life..that word is LOVE...
closing my eyes i count to ten..life was easier when we are just friends
raya++KL++pJ++sunWay
raya?...hurm..best..sume kakak2 abg2 balik..even 2nd day raya.. tp sorg je kakak xbalik..coz beraya kt perlis..tgu her's husband balik dr france..but kt trg stiLL happening..hehehe.raya ahd tp khmis da balik KL...cuti smpai jumaat..disebabkan roomate kne keje ari jumaat..so khamis kne gerak...xpuas agi beraya..mood raya ilang ble kne balik KL..huhuhu...
perjalanan TRG-KL...memakan mse yg begitu lme..smpai dh bosan giler duk lam kete...ble la kerajaan nak buat highway yg menghubungkan KL-TRG yg boleh memakan mse 2 or 3 jam jerk..hehe..boleh ker?..nie nak kene usulkan kt menteri kerja raya nie..ee..
hurm..gmbr kt ats nie lak...biasala...dlm blan raya nie..bkn kitorg je yg kene..maybe ramai lagi yg mcm kitorg nie..huhuhu..biasala tu..ape lagi..dpt surat cinta lerr...org suh bwk 70 km/j tp si ida niie smpai 99 km/j...kt area merchang,Trg....xpasal2...hmmm..pape pun kitorg selamat smpai Kl lam kul 8.30 pm...huh..letih giler.........nasib esk aku xkeje..huhu...
duk kt umah mmg bosan giler...ida g keje..aku mne leh duk diam..ape lagi...mines..huhu...mlm kitorg g lepak putrajaya..sedey jerk..org kt kg tgh syok2 agi beraya...kitorg tersengguk kt putrajaya mcm anak kene tinggal..huhu..tgk org lain sume ngan fmly...tgk2 org shoot..pastu terserempakla dengan mamat2 yg tgh syok shoot pakai baju melayu...waa...bestnye...aku pun excited gak nak tgkp gmbr..hu..tp xdela pakai cmre cam diorg..huhu..tgh lepak2 kt diorg ,last..diorg dtg kt kitorg..so kitorg pun blah..mls nak kco diorg..actually diorg nak ajk join shoot..malu2 lak..nak..ajak jela..hehe..kitorg nie ske bergmbr..ble dh naik kete bru nak ajak..malu la plak nak turun balik..hehe..tp lam hati mmg nak sgt join diorg..huhu...
esknye.....xthu nak watpe so kitorg plan g beraya PJ...ex collegues ida..ima her's name..dengan berbaju kurungnya...mood raya kt PJ lak...huhuhu...kitorg d jamu dengan laksa penang...
keesokkannya...kitorg g PJ agi..pick ima then rojer to sunway...smpai sana kitorg tgu sorg agi membe ida..um...pe nmenye ea..um..kecik...tula yg diorg panggil..patutla.mmg dia kecik pun..ee..
.::me,ida,ima::.
perjalanan TRG-KL...memakan mse yg begitu lme..smpai dh bosan giler duk lam kete...ble la kerajaan nak buat highway yg menghubungkan KL-TRG yg boleh memakan mse 2 or 3 jam jerk..hehe..boleh ker?..nie nak kene usulkan kt menteri kerja raya nie..ee..
hurm..gmbr kt ats nie lak...biasala...dlm blan raya nie..bkn kitorg je yg kene..maybe ramai lagi yg mcm kitorg nie..huhuhu..biasala tu..ape lagi..dpt surat cinta lerr...org suh bwk 70 km/j tp si ida niie smpai 99 km/j...kt area merchang,Trg....xpasal2...hmmm..pape pun kitorg selamat smpai Kl lam kul 8.30 pm...huh..letih giler.........nasib esk aku xkeje..huhu...
duk kt umah mmg bosan giler...ida g keje..aku mne leh duk diam..ape lagi...mines..huhu...mlm kitorg g lepak putrajaya..sedey jerk..org kt kg tgh syok2 agi beraya...kitorg tersengguk kt putrajaya mcm anak kene tinggal..huhu..tgk org lain sume ngan fmly...tgk2 org shoot..pastu terserempakla dengan mamat2 yg tgh syok shoot pakai baju melayu...waa...bestnye...aku pun excited gak nak tgkp gmbr..hu..tp xdela pakai cmre cam diorg..huhu..tgh lepak2 kt diorg ,last..diorg dtg kt kitorg..so kitorg pun blah..mls nak kco diorg..actually diorg nak ajk join shoot..malu2 lak..nak..ajak jela..hehe..kitorg nie ske bergmbr..ble dh naik kete bru nak ajak..malu la plak nak turun balik..hehe..tp lam hati mmg nak sgt join diorg..huhu...
esknye.....xthu nak watpe so kitorg plan g beraya PJ...ex collegues ida..ima her's name..dengan berbaju kurungnya...mood raya kt PJ lak...huhuhu...kitorg d jamu dengan laksa penang...
keesokkannya...kitorg g PJ agi..pick ima then rojer to sunway...smpai sana kitorg tgu sorg agi membe ida..um...pe nmenye ea..um..kecik...tula yg diorg panggil..patutla.mmg dia kecik pun..ee..
sementara tgu tu perut dh bunyi nie..nak makan!!(bunyi lam perut..ee)..so kitorg mkn donut kt j.Co donuts&coffee..
xpenah mkn pun kt tempat nie...biasa mkn big apple/donkin donuts..tp best jgk donuts kt j.Co..lembut..1st time rse..
.::me,ida,ima::.mamam time!
pizza...sesampai je membe ida...rojer to pizza...hurm....lapar..lapar...huhuhu...
.::niela dia si kecik...yg sebalah kiri...::.
pizza...sesampai je membe ida...rojer to pizza...hurm....lapar..lapar...huhuhu...
.::niela dia si kecik...yg sebalah kiri...::.
.::tamatlah sudah untuk hari ini setelah perut kekenyangan.......................tp teringin nak main ice-skating....next timeeeee.....
makan++bowling++putrajaya
.::kepoyosannye bermula::.
.::cakap kt aku poyo,tgkla sendiri...spe skrg yg poyo..::.
.::alone............
.::kepala besar sgt sori ye..xcukup space..::.
.::waa....peluk niela best::.
.::wes...pandgla cmre...aku thu ko xpuas hati ngan aku,aku menang td main bowling..::.
.::ha..cmtu ler::.
Dinner:Kembangan paradise
bowling:mines(bumi terindah..ahaks..ahaks..)
Shoot:putrajaya
bowling:mines(bumi terindah..ahaks..ahaks..)
Shoot:putrajaya
Sometimes it's about living.......
fren n family came and went,sometimes helping me wif my tears,other times making my laugh.but even in my laughter there was something missing.i never seemed to be truly happy,i just waited for something else.i was tired of just existing,i wanted to live.but what was the point in living when there was no life in it.these questions went through my mind over and over again till i reached the point of not wanting to wake up from my dreams that felt so real.deep down,i knew it was normal to feel like this.i didnt particularly think i was losing my mind.i knew that people said tht one day i would be happy again and this feeling would just be a distant memory.it was getting to that feeling tht was the hard part.
.:bowling time:.
hari nie..11092009?buat ape ea?..biasala..ape lagi...depan pc ler..tenet still lagi xde kt opis..tp bgus jgk..leh focus buat keje..konon..ee...ble kt opis..xsbarnya nak tgu time balik..ye la..kt umah ader tenet..ngengeh...arini bukak puase kt kedai(anjung restaurant...dh naik muak dh nak g mkn ctu tp disebabkan stu je kedai yg ader kt area tu terpaksala aku tahan..)....ngan opismate..a.k.a my bayya..huhuhu..igtkan lepas mkn nak terus balik...pastu diorg nie ajak g main bowling..huuhu...alamak!nak g main bowling ker?..aku dahla pakai kebaya arini..adeii..diorg nie sje jer..ikutkan nak balik..tp tkut nak balik sorg2..so terpaksela aku ikut..tp xnk main..
hurm..hampeh..last2 smpai sne kene main gak...xthan tgk bola bowling..heheheh..nak main jgk..nk main jgk...hehehe..ble tgk sume org..aku yg paling pelik..pakai kebaya...lantakla..aku nak try dulu lempar stu bola..klu rse xleh..bru xnk main..last2..ble 1st lempar..strike!..hu....nie yg makin semangat nie nak main..hehe...lantakla kebaya pun kebayala..biala org nak pandg..ee...tp okla..pakai kebaya pun dpt 100 above..huhu..tp dpt 2nd..xpela..asl xde bola tercampak ke belakang..perkara yg aku rse paling malu skali ble aku main bowling...hehe...
balik dr tempat main bowling(mines bumi terindah)..dlam kul 12..rse letih sgt..tp buat2 xletih..pastu diorg ajak singgah bli mkanan..untuk sahur..hurm..aku pun join skali...xlarat dh nak mkn kt kedai..bungkus jela..so mkn kt umah..
.::niela menu untuk sahur..mee goreng+sunquick..nie je yg mampu::.
hurm..hampeh..last2 smpai sne kene main gak...xthan tgk bola bowling..heheheh..nak main jgk..nk main jgk...hehehe..ble tgk sume org..aku yg paling pelik..pakai kebaya...lantakla..aku nak try dulu lempar stu bola..klu rse xleh..bru xnk main..last2..ble 1st lempar..strike!..hu....nie yg makin semangat nie nak main..hehe...lantakla kebaya pun kebayala..biala org nak pandg..ee...tp okla..pakai kebaya pun dpt 100 above..huhu..tp dpt 2nd..xpela..asl xde bola tercampak ke belakang..perkara yg aku rse paling malu skali ble aku main bowling...hehe...
balik dr tempat main bowling(mines bumi terindah)..dlam kul 12..rse letih sgt..tp buat2 xletih..pastu diorg ajak singgah bli mkanan..untuk sahur..hurm..aku pun join skali...xlarat dh nak mkn kt kedai..bungkus jela..so mkn kt umah..
.::niela menu untuk sahur..mee goreng+sunquick..nie je yg mampu::.Esk cuti...nak g mne ea?hurm..next week da nak balik..horey..xsbar..nak balik raya..
